My year end thoughts

Two more days from now, another year will start counting 365 days all over again. And as the year 2008 ends, I couldn’t help but think about my losses and gains. Here are some of them:

I put on a few pounds in the early part of 2008, lost it by the mid-part of summer but only to gain it doubly by the end-part of the year. Humph.

I gained confidence in a long-time dream career only to find out it wasn’t meant for me. Whoa.

I thought I have an open honest-to-goodness friendship in the early months only to have reservations in the last few remaining weeks. Ooops.

I almost lost friends from cancer but cancer did not overcome our friendship. PTL!

I gained more insights as I traveled from coast-to-coast even though I lost a few thousands for the costs. Ouch.

I was convinced to post my thoughts online only to be skeptical of what people might think about them. Ho-hum.

I had chances to sniff the fragrant flowers; listen to cheerful birds; watch in awe as the sun settles down; taste concentrated coffee beans; but felt people had gone astray in doing random acts of kindness. Oh no.

There were countless days of daydreams and so were countless nights of nightmares. Sigh.

But after all these ups and downs, I choose to be better rather than be bitter.

Hooray for 2009!

Comments

Anonymous said…
thanks for sharing your thoughts. nakakapagod yang blogging but it is really great to be sharing oneself
3:48 PM, December 30, 2008
Anonymous said…
thanks for sharing. ang lalalim :0
happy new year!
8:53 PM, December 30, 2008
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